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ftpjh gbg;gpy; kpfTk; nfl;bf;fhup. vg;NghJk; RWRWg;ghdts;. mtSila tPL efuk;jpypUe;jJ. mUfUNf tPLfs;. xt;nthU tPl;bYk; rl;bj; jhtuq;fspy; jhd; g+f;fs; g+j;Jf; FOq;Fk;. kuf;fwp. ,iwr;rp tif> Vd; thiy ,iyfisf; $l re;ijapy; jhd; thq;f Ntz;Lk;. mts; tPl;Lf;fUfpy; ve;j tPl;bw;Fk; Njhl;lk; ,y;iy. ,Ue;jhYk; rpwpa. ngupa. khb tPLfs; mLj;jLj;jhf ,Ue;jd.

ftpjh tPLk; mg;gb xU rpwpa tPLjhd;. tPl;bw;F Kd;dhy; xU rpwpa Kw;wk; kl;Lk; ,Ue;jJ. mq;Nf mofhf xU kPd; njhl;bia tsu;j;J te;jhs; ftpjh. Xa;T Neuq;fspy; jpdKk; jd; ez;gu;fSld; tpisahLths;. gpwF Neuk; Nghtnjy;yhk; ,e;j kPd; njhl;bAld; jhd;. njhiyf;fhl;rpia mts; ngupjhfg; ghu;g;gjpy;iy. jdf;F Ntz;ba ghlj; jfty;fs; mlq;fpa rPBia kl;Lk; mts; mg;ghtpd; JizNahL Nghl;Lg; ghu;g;ghs;.

ftpjhtpd; tPl;by; taJ te;j jhj;jh ,Uf;fpd;whu;. mtuplk; fij Nfl;gJ ftpjhtpw;F nuhk;gg; gpbf;Fk;. rha;T ehw;fhypapy; mtu; mku;e;J nfhz;L fij nrhy;Yk; NghJ ftpjh mtuJ fhybapy; ,Ue;J nfhz;L fij Nfl;ghs;. jhj;jhtpw;F Fspu;ePupy; Fspj;jhy; jirg;gpbg;G te;JtpLk;. mjdhy; mg;gh ,uz;L khj;jpw;nfhUKiw filapy; ,Ue;J tpwFf; fl;Lf;fis thq;fp tUthu;. Mdhy;> md;W al;bahe;Njhl;ilapypUe;J wgu; tpwFfs; tpw;Fk; nyhp xd;W me;jg; gf;fkha; te;jJ. mg;NghJ mg;gh ,q;NfNa tpwFfis mk;Kiw thq;FNthk;. ey;y tpwfhfTk; ,UJf;fpd;wJ. Nghf;Ftuj;Jg; gpur;rpidAk; ,y;iy” vd epidj;J  tpwif fhR nfhLj;J thq;fpdhu;.

nyhwpapypUe;j tpwF Kjyhsp Ntiyahis mioj;J mjid Kw;wj;jpy; ,wf;FkhW $wpdhu;. NtiyahSk; fl;Lf; fl;lhf me;j tpwFis ,wf;fpg; Nghl;lhd;. tpwif thq;fp itj;j mg;gh fil tpahghu mYtyhf mtrukhfr; nrd;Wtpl;lhu;. tpwFfs; ,wf;fp itj;j Kw;wj;jpd; mUNf jhd; ftpjhtpd; miw ,Uf;fpd;wJ. mtSila miwf;Nf me;j [d;dy; jhd; moF. fhiy #upa xsp Neuhf mtsJ gLf;ifapy; jhd; tpOk;. mjdhy; jpdKk; ftpjh Ntisf;Nf gLf;fr; nrd;W mjpfhiyapy; vOe;J ghLtjpYk; gbg;gjpYk; QhapW jpdq;fspy; njhiyf;fhl;rpiag; ghu;j;J mtsJ mg;ghTld; clw;gapw;rp> Nahfh vd;gd nra;ths;.

md;W nts;spf;fpoik. jdJ tPl;L Ntiyfs; midj;ijAk; Kbj;Jtpl;L ftpjh jd; nghk;ik ez;gu;fSld; J}q;fg; Nghdhs;. tpjtpjkhd nghk;ikfs;. xd;W fz; rpkpl;Lk;. xd;W ghl;Lg; ghLk;. xd;W itd; nfhLj;jhy; if jl;Lk;. ahidg; nghk;ikAk; fubg; nghk;ikAk; Kaw; nghk;ikAk; nfhY nfhYntd;W ,Uf;Fk;. vy;yhg; nghk;ikfSf;Fk; ftpjh ngau; itj;J ,Uf;fpd;whs;. rpy Neuq;fspy; mtw;Wld; jhdhfg; Ngrpf; fijj;J tpisahLths;.

gLf;ifapy; jdJ nghk;ikfisg; Nghl;ltSf;F jpBnud;W fl;by; tpupg;gpd; cs;Ns VNjh xd;W tise;J nespe;J nry;tijg; ghu;j;J mjpu;r;rpaile;jhs;. ,Ue;jhYk; ijupakhd mts; mJ vd;d vd;W tpupg;ig ePf;fpg; ghu;j;jNghJ ‘c];....c];...’ vd;w rj;jj;Jld; kQ;rs; fye;j kz;zpwj;jpy; XusT ePz;l ghk;nghd;W rl;nld;W vOe;jJ. ghk;ig vjpu;ghu;f;fhj ftpjh rpwpJ gae;J Nghdhs;. Mdhy;> rl;nld;W mjdplk; ,Ue;J jd;idg; ghJfhj;Jf; nfhs;s me;j tpupg;ig kPz;Lk; mjd; NkNy Nghl;L %bdhs;. ghk;G mq;Fkpq;Fkha; tise;J ntspNawj; jLkhwpaJ. mjw;Fs; mts;  “mg;gh.... mg;gh....... vdJ gLf;ifapy; ghk;G vdf;  fj;jpdhs;. njhiyf;fhl;rp Nrhghtpy; gj;jpupifg; ghu;j;Jf; nfhz;bUe;j mg;gh cs;Ns Xb te;J ghu;j;jhu;.

kfs; gLf;ifapd; tpupg;gpd; cs;Ns ghk;gpUg;gijf; fhl;bdhs;. mg;gh jbnahd;iw vLj;J tUtjw;fhf cs;Ns  nrd;whu;. mjw;Fs; ghk;G xUthwhf Kz;bf; nfhz;L ntspNa te;J jd; clk;ik gythwhf tisj;J jiyia cau;j;jp ‘c];..........c];......’ vd vOg;gpa rj;jj;ij tpopgpJq;fhky; ghu;j;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jhs; ftpjh. mg;NghJ me;jg;  ghk;G jd; ePz;l cliy nky;ykhf ePl;b Neuhf;fpf; nfhz;L [d;dy; topahf ntspNawpaJ. ghk;G ntspapy; nry;tijNa ghu;j;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jhs; ftpjh.

cs;Ns Xb te;j mg;gh “ftp... ghk;G vq;Nf ...?” vd ePz;l jbAld; epd;W nfhz;bUe;jhu;. ftpjh ghk;G [d;dy; topahf ntspNa nrd;W tpl;ljhff; $wpdhs;. mg;gh ftpjhitg; ghu;j;J nrhd;dhu;.”ftpjh eP  ghk;igj; Jd;GWj;jhjhy; mJ jhdhNt Ngha;tpl;lJ ghu;j;jhah> vd; mtisj; jltpf; nfhLj;jhu;.gpwF mk;khitg; ghu;j;J “ftpjhtpd; gLf;ifar; rup  nra;J miwiaf; $l;btpl;L [d;diy milj;Jtpl;L J}q;f itAq;fs;. ,Njh tUfpd;Nwd; vd ntspNawpa mtUf;F XNu ftiy. ,t;tsT fhYk; ek; tPl;bw;F ghk;G te;jjpy;iyNa ... mg;gbapUf;f ,e;jg; ghk;G vg;gb te;jpUf;Fk; vd Nahrpj;jhu; tPl;bd; cs;Ns Rtupy; Jthuk; ,Uf;fpwjh vdg; ghu;j;jhu;. Mdhy;> tP fOtpdhy; nry;Yk; Jthuk; kpfr; rpwpaJ. me;jj; Jthuj;jpy; ,e;jg; ghk;ghy; cliy cs;Ns jpzpj;Jf; nfhz;L tu KbahJ vd vz;zpdhu;. mj;NjhL me;jj; Jthuk; %b xd;wpdhy; %lg;gl;bUf;fpd;wJ. mg;gbapUf;f me;j topahy; vg;gb tuKbAk; epidj;jhu;. gpwF rikaiwf;Fr; nrd;W kuf;fwp thq;fpte;jf; $iliag; ghu;;j;jhu;. mJ ed;F fOtp fha itf;fg;gl;bUe;jJ. mk;kh md;W kuf;fwpfis tPjpapy; tUk; js;Stz;bapy; jhd; thq;fpapUe;jjhfr; nrhd;dij Nahrpj;jhu;. tPl;bYs;s fhz;fnsy;yhk; nlq;F tUk; vd;gjhy; ms;W fhiyapy; jhd; Rj;jk; nra;ajjhy; ghk;G tu tha;g;gpy;iy vd;gij mwpe;J nfhz;lhu;.

gpwF vg;gb ,e;jg; ghk;G te;jJ? mg;gh... xU Nlhu;r; iyl;il vLj;Jf; nfhz;L ntspNa nrd;W tPl;bd; ntspNa ghk;G ,Uf;fpd;wjh vdg; ghu;g;Nghk; vd ehd;F gf;fKk; ghu;j;Jf; nfhz;L te;jNghJ jhd; thq;fpf; Ftpj;J itj;jpUe;j tpwFf; Ftpaiyf; fz;lhu;. me;j tpwFf; Ftpaiyg; Rw;WKw;Wk; ghu;j;jhu;. mq;Ng fhk;ig; Nghy xU ePz;l nrjpyj;ijf; fz;lhu;. “M................ ,J ghk;Gr; rl;ilahr;Nr....... ,J vg;gb ,q;F te;jJ?” vd Nahrpj;jtUf;F mg;NghJhd; Gupe;jJ. jhd; thq;fpa vl;bahe;Njhl;il tpwfpypUe;J jhd; ghk;G nyhwpapy; te;J tpwF ,wf;Fk; NghJ Nru;e;J te;jpUf;fpd;wJ vd;gij tpsq;fpf; nfhz;lhu;.

tpwF ,wf;fpa NghJ mjid rupahf vLj;J mLf;fpapUe;jhs; mg;NghNj ghk;G ,Ug;gij mwpe;jpUf;fyhk;. xUNtis ghk;G ftpjhit fbj;jpUe;jhy;..... mg;gh gae;J eLq;fpg; Nghdhu;.

ey;yJ ele;jJ vd epidj;J ftpjhtpd; miwf;Fs; nrd;whu; mg;gh. mq;Nf ftpjh jd; mk;khit mizj;jthW J}q;fpg; NghapUe;jhs;. ftpjh Gj;jp rhJupakhf nra;jijAk; ghk;igf; fz;L gag;glhky; jd;idg; ghJfhj;Jf; nfhs;s nra;j tplaq;fis Nahrpj;J mtis epidj;Jg; ngUikg;gl;lhu; mg;ghu;. ve;j kpUfj;ijAk; Jd;GWj;jhky; tpl;lhy; mJ ek;ik xd;iwAk; nra;ahJ vd ftpjh czu;e;jpUg;gij mwpe;j mg;g jhd; nfhz;L te;j jbia me;j tpwFf; fl;ilfspd; NkNy tPrpnawpe;jhu;.